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Cat - 2005-06-10 23:03:23
I've been doing much of the same things you have; clearing out closets, re-joining WW and therapy, all in the name of embracing the new me. The one part I'm enjoying is finding pieces of myself that I actually like well enough to hang onto. It really is hard though.
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LA - 2005-06-11 06:04:23
Did it. Backslid. Caught myself. Put it back in order. Backslid. Caught up again. It's a process. I can tell you, the backward slides are NEVER very far back. And yes, sometimes I get resentful. I want, want, want big greasy burgers at 11:00pm and Milky Way bars for breakfast. I want to park my butt and ignore the crap on the counters and the crud in the corners. I always will, I guess. But yesterday I sat outside on the stoop with Mike. We looked at the gardens and the window boxes and the well-swept front walk and grinned. I came inside my house and it smelled good. The floors were shiny and I could see out the non-grimy windows. I looked at myself in the mirror and the 'fat' clothes I was wearing were last year's 'I can't believe I'm wearing a normal size' celebration clothes. 3 years. I've been at it for 3 years. Sometimes it's damn hard. But it's worth it. I am so PROUD of you!!!! Proud and happy and cheering you on. Love, LA
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Witchful - 2005-06-11 16:37:18
I am so happy for you! And proud! And imitating LA in other ways. *hugs*
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